MY TRAGIC WAW STORY PART III

[ItHurts]

Well what am I doing wrong then? I don't understand. Ever since she moved out of our old place May 12 I did not even once initiate contact with her, I moved on with my life, took care of myself by finding a place to live, getting a car, getting a job all in 40 days. I moved in here to my new place and still never contacted her. The one and only time I contacted her was last week when I sent her a message asking her about what I was hearing, that she tried to kill herself. I think that's a big enough thing to contact her over. Other than that, not even once did I ever contact her. So I adhered to NC, I GAL, and moved on without bothering her.

So I don't really understand why you guys think I am pursuing her. Sure I guess the two days she was here I was, but I also was fed some VERY convincing words from her. However previous to that, if she didn't contact me, there was no contact with her at all in any way.

Sure I am bit unstable now after all that happened over those two days here with her, but I am back to NC and intend to stay that way. I don't know what it is you guys think I should be doing other than what I already am. I ask here when I have notions of doing stupid things...such as asking her to the concert...but I don't go through with them.