We had a text convo, started out as trying to figure out girls babysitting needs and then went to us. She started a bit, I think trying scratch for info. She just keeps saying she doesn't know. She did however say that she is not saying we won't ever try again, just that her heart is ready right now. I said I understand, and that not much I can do to change that. I will go back to leaving her alone some hopefully.
Seeing that statement though, it's almost like false hope. I will not read anything into it other than the fact it means we are not even close to anything right now. It alsos kicks the patients off a little bit though. Will have to try and work on that over the weekend.
Babysitting thing us really stressing me out. We cannot afford daycare, I have been using family and friends, but they getting very unreliable, not third fault, just normal facts of life happening. One has a new job, one has kid commitments of their own, one is already watching too many. Getting very frustrating with all of this.
