My sitch is simalar to yours, especially with that thought the WAS would not fight for you .... thing is, he is in a fog at the moment, his idea of what life will be like is not really what reality has in store. All you can do is take this gift of time (I still smh at that ... but I am learning its true) and work on you, regardless of what he does, who he does it with ... these are things out of your control, become the best Ss you can be, someone only a fool would leave. I realize this does not take the sting out, does not remove the hurt, In my case I hit rock bottom and realized the family I once had was destroyed by selfishness .... that selfishness I have now learned has an origin (In my case its MLC), one that I either wait patiently through while improving myself in hopes to save all that I care about, or I press and make things miserable for myself in the end not getting what I really want anyways. I can not control any of this but my perspective, I will be better after all this regardless if I end up alone or we R. Focus on you, if you, we are all scared, once you start GAL you will start building some confidence again, you need this... and you will need this long after this storm dies off. Try thinking big picture rather than the day to day pain. just my .02 but I hope things get better for you.
