I'm in one of those dark times when it is hard to push through. My life is in between. I am packing our house up next week, with no where to live yet in the new town.
I am taking Sandi2's advice and avoiding renting the room in the neighborhood with a 10 foot pole. The emotional turmoil from going out there last night was to huge. I think this is the 3rd time I've seen her in 4 months now. It hurts much less, but wow my emotions deep inside go crazy.
Especially when she isn't being a good mom. It just kills me. And all she does is lie and get defensive
Of course, times just get harder. She is going to come to California to help consolidate the house. I wish I was stronger.
Me: 35 Her: 33 D : 16 S : 9 Together: 14 years Married: 12 She left 4/14/2014 Separated: 5/25/2014 OM Confirmed 7/2014 She filed 8/7/2014 I Filed 10/21/2014 Divorce final 2/12/2015
