I'm routing for you daring! I really, really hope he is close and makes it through! This is a very hard time. He is on the edge and things could go either way. My W got there at one point and something stupid and meaningless drove her back deeper into the tunnel and she has never come out. It was probably the death nell of our M. He is still not understanding his feelings, not sure what he wants. He see's his family but he also saw his family before and still bombed you. At the time of the bomb, he probably was so SURE that was what he wanted. Now he isn't so sure but remembers the feeling of being sure. He needs to get to the point of wanting his M and family as much as he didn't want it before. He can get there, just be careful and keep up the good work. You seem to be doing really well. Just be aware that something you think is safe can turn everything around, so be careful!
