barely holding on - 2

[u-turn]

I think I can count the number of questions she asked me in the last 5 months on 2 hands. She doesn't seem to really want to know anything about how I feel. But that could be because I was telling her anyway.

Well not now - no pursuing. no expectations.

How about this one though. The other day I got an e-mail from W asking if I would be open to going to her bosses vacation cottage for the day sometime in August. I said I would be open to it. Then she says that OM was invited by the boss too (and probably OMW too.)

I don't think I can handle that, but don't think I should stay away. It will probably be the most awkward thing that has ever happened to me.

Thoughts?