This will probably seem strange, but I think I get how the "other side" feels. It's like the tables have turned. H's actions this past week have kind of irritated me.

I don't want him to send me flowers or cute texts or tell me he wants to move back home and I especially don't want to hear him say he misses me, because I feel like I have to say the same thing back and I don't miss him. I don't know how to reply to that.

I'm tired of the drama and the empty promises and the lies and the deception and the secrecy and the attempts to manipulate me. I just want H to leave me alone.

It's kind of odd to feel that way, but after a year of a meaningless M that I don't derive any real personal benefit from, it's strangely liberating.

Maybe Sandi2 can chime in on that. Is this what they feel?




Last edited by 2Times2Many; 08/07/14 09:38 PM.
Me: 59 and holding
H: :53
Me: 1 S, 1 D, both grown
M: 19
T: 23
BD: 9-23-2013