Thank you ladies for your support. I'm going to a marriage crisis group tonight, first time, so not really sure what to expect, but hoping I'll benefit from this.
Started back to work today and it was nice being some what distracted. It's hard talking to my coworkers when they say "wow, you look great. You've lost so much weight. How did you do it?" I just smile and say I'm exercising, hiking and eating better...only a handful know the initial jump start of this weight loss!
One coworker has been going through the same thing. His wife walked out, cleared out their bank account and then after their first hearing she decided to work on the m. He was encouraging to talk with today. He said to just let H go and they will eventually come back, especially with the kids involved. I'm glad he's optimistic, and I really want to believe this.
I talk to God regularly and I'm not sure how many times I've told Him to take over, and He probably has but I just can't see it. Got more on that later, but we've got to get to open house!
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile