Finding my way - part 4

[Meghan]

He's gone. He was putting on his shoes, and said, "I don't know if I'm supposed to say anything". I asked if there was anything that he wanted to say. he just said "I'm sorry" and I said the same, followed by "I hope you find happiness." He said, "I hope you do too." And then he had to leave.

I locked the door behind him. I didn't cry until after he left, but I haven't stopped since.