I read your thread for inspiration! You've got this. I was about to say, I wish I had gotten it as quickly but I needed to go through what I needed to go through to get to where I needed to get.
Detach. Find friends. Get individual counseling. Take care of yourself (eating and exercising and sleeping). Know that the universe is unfolding as it should.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss