It gets better. It really does. It's not a BAM! WOW! I'm all better sorta deal...more like...you have a bit of clarity here for a few minutes...then, a month later, more clarity and it lasts a bit longer.
This is a process. I'm sorry you are in the trenches right now.
At the same time, I know my time in the trenches has pushed me to be the fabulous woman I am today.
Be careful about turning that anger inwards. You don't deserve that, but I know it's an easy trap to fall into. When someone rejects us so profoundly, it's natural to wonder..."Am I really not worth it?"
The answer is..."YES!!! You are WORTH IT! She just can't see it right now."
If someone doesn't see your value, they just aren't looking deeply enough...possibly they are so shallow right now, they are unable to look deeply.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
