No, no! Not lonely or weak! You aren't that at all! A broken heart does not mean we need to do things that *society* expects us to do. If you feel like that talking with your friends, then don't talk with them. Keep coming here and, if possible, find someone else to confide in. I know, it gets really difficult and it is soooooo important to find someone who understands. That can be hard. Keep posting here. I've had a better couple of days, and I'm thinking of you! I will continue to send it your way!!!! Keep your head up, Bright! And remember those words: Bright future. There will be one.... to be continued.......