So had the dinner tonight, I was a little nervous she would bring up the $$ but she didnt, not sure why she invited me, may have had something to do with my son finding the coupons and maybe he brought it up as it is a place we have gone for dinner lately just the 3 of us. I kept things light, engaged in conversation and made it a point to really look at her and listen as she talked. It was a nice dinner, no connection but nothing negative (baby steps), I told her after church in the morning I was planning on taking S kayaking and she was welcome to go ... she informed me she already made plans so I said ok, thats fine and told my S that I was looking forward to it (180 not asking about her plans, nor getting upset about it) .. she also told him he was going to have alot of fun. I know she has plans with OM ... it stung a little but I have just accepted this thing will run its course or wont .. its out of my hands regardless ... and the fact we were out at dinner, going to go to the movies Sat ... church Sun ... I just figure I am getting more time to make good impressions and intend on making the most of it. I ended dinner and left as S was eating desert as I had to get the family dog his food before the store closed, thanked her for dinner and promply left ... chalking today down as a small positive, knowing I need to string thousands of these together along with performing my 180's and GAL to get where I want to be.
