I'm definitely going to have to find a L. H has been pulling away again, plus I got a text tonight while he was still here...I was out jogging and my phone was at home.
He said we need to talk soon. I just don't know how.
I think he's going to drop more bombs...filing maybe and possibly OW.
I'm not expecting anything positive that's for sure. I've got to not respond in a negative way...it always gets worse before it gets better. I knew this was the calm before the storm. H been too nice for too long, but not really connecting with me.
I guess I'm going to have to go dim...act as if I'm moving on. He's walking away from his greatest accomplishment...family. I'm doing okay for now, but I know I'm not detached enough. This is going to be hard to attempt...this is going to God, I'm out of my league with this.
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile
