I'm deeply concerned that if I'm here and he leaves that I'll just wind up collapsing on the floor weeping. Wouldn't be the first time, unfortunately. I get overcome really easily.

I don't know that that's the last impression that I want to leave.

I suppose I can see how I feel tomorrow. Sleep might help. Sometimes I feel better in the mornings.


M - 34
H - 36
Together 10 years
Married 4 years
BD - March, 2014