Matt, What happens when she stops running, well, there are two schools of thought here: 1)she'll hit bottom and seek out professional help and begin slowly waking up and reconnecting w/those she has hurt; or 2)she'll remain lost and confused forever and become the bitter person who remains stuck as a middle aged teenager wannabe.
Let's hope and pray she finds herself and wakes up enough to seek professional help.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
