Oh I also want to add something else too. The WAW did say this to me in an e-mail yesterday after she woke up shaking and crying... "You believe that we can be once again....you believe that we will have it better and ya know...knowing how you think and how you can see things that I can't...I have to agree that the probability of reconciliation is a def possibility. However, it is going to take me some time to get my head together. I cannot make any further MAJOR LIFE decisions at this time as....you and I both know I have not been making the best of them as of late."
and...
"I want so badly to say to you, "Yes let's just put this all back together again" because I love you sooooooooo very much, and I don't want to lose you to another woman.....but that is selfish. How in God's name can I say that with a clear conscience when I am still so [censored] in the head? I can't........"
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ME: 43 W:44 M 13 years on 5-5-01 T 18 years BD 4/27/14 D papers served 5/5/14 (how appropriate a date) WAW moved out 5/12/14 Papers filed 6/27/14 Divorce granted 07/17/14 Our marriage ends 11/17/14