Having a tough couple of days, really missing the W and kids. They have been with her for a few days. It has been silent since Monday night though, I talked to her and the D's a bit that night. Was trying to get something figured out, tech related on my end, so texted a bit that night.
Going dark is definitely worth it, I have figured out Everytime we talk or texts it takes a couple of days to get back to being comfortable. The communication brings up positive and negative thoughts at the same time. Just not ready to deal with the bad stuff yet I guess.
I have been having a hard time finding people to hang out with. I know a few people, but Everytime I ask to do something they are busy. I have bee netting out a lot on my own lately though, which helps, but I need some people around. Nice to just have positive interactions with others.
