Thanks nit, much appreciated. Yeah the vets here nailed it again. She did exactly what they said she would. MAN was she SO convincing! I think she even believed we were going to work at it. Then today, bam...she wakes up shaking and crying. Mornings always were tough for her as far as emotions go but something snapped in her this morning that put the R talks into quick reverse again. I am just so tired and exhasuted from this ordeal since April. Such a long, long road. She's convinced she shouldn't be making any big life decisions right now and she even said she's not sure about moving to FL or not because that too is a big life decision. I forgot to add that she made an appointment and talked with her counselor tonight so something happened in her head when she woke up today...something is so terribly wrong with her.
I thought this might've been it, this might've been the time for R. She leaves the end of September for Florida as it is now so I guess all I can do is see if this move really happens or not. I am glad in a way that she got to see our "passion" together these past two nights as it was one of her beefs with us and another thing she knows would be different. However at this point it's less about me it seems as she knows things would be different with us...this stuff going on now is about her. This is brutal though tonight...and I let it happen... so disappointing and I just don't know what to do now.
ME: 43 W:44 M 13 years on 5-5-01 T 18 years BD 4/27/14 D papers served 5/5/14 (how appropriate a date) WAW moved out 5/12/14 Papers filed 6/27/14 Divorce granted 07/17/14 Our marriage ends 11/17/14
