Eyes on the prize...

[artsy]

I dont know why I'm so angry about it!!! I had such a great PMA this past weekend all the way up until this evening. And then, WHAMMO!

Shining, it's all 4 of those rolled in to 1. He has "promised" to come over and do a million things since he left and hasn't done a single thing, and he clearly is incapable of doing anything for anyone else but himself right now. Gross.

I think it's bothering me so much because it's out of my control, and he's using it to control me. Ugh!!!

I also think he realizes after he gives me back the dog and then gives me the money, I really have no use for him until February or so when he gives me the rest of the money. Maybe that's playing a role here.