TL,I was a little sad about that dude. I'd been conflicted about age difference (18 years), but we had easy time conversing, and he was easy on the eye (esp for his age).
Unlike you, i did not feel guilty in the least about looking exH in the eye. In fact, I had an extra "lilt in my step" for a few weeks during this dating, and I just wanted exH to ask me what it was. He was too busy thinking about his own issues, and probably never noticed the "lilt."

So howz it going with the dating? is it still that same special guy who appreciates you? If it is, you've been with him awhile, now.


M 56 H 52
M 13.5 T 15
S 28 twinStep Ds 24
ILYBNILWY BD 1/5/14 OW 4/11/14
Divorce petition efiled 5/5/14
Divorce final 7/8/14