So the detachment thing is making me feel somewhat better . I still really miss her though and its tearing my heart out but Im still pushing ahead . I met a new friend and shes been through the wringer herself and shes given me some good advice however shes being too nice and im attracted to her . I feel like im cheating but we are only talking .Talking to her has helped me realize that i will be alright if me and W reconcile . I dont like that feeling because Idont feel like i need her anymore . I feel i can replace her , and I dont like that feeling . I want to feel like she is it , the one and only . Thats the feeling i used to have and I want it back


Me 45 W 45
Son 16 Son 14
Married 23 together 27
W threatened sep several times
W still at home
A discovered Mar 17 2014
A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )