Yesterday was ok. H texted me while I was training and asked if I could get tape for S football equipment...I know, no expectations! I thought since we were out BEFORE the game this past Saturday and H said he'd get some, that he actually followed through...dumb me!

I was respectful and polite at practice, but focused on S and my homework. H got up and socialized most of practice. As we were leaving, H asked about dinner (which surprised me actually). I told him the kids were going to eat frozen pizza. He turned up his nose and I commented that was how I felt. We left and H was not immediately at the house. I guessed he went to wherever.

He eventually showed up. He complained about stress this week and seems to be using this as his excuse to have sex with me. I deflected a little bit, I need to shower, it's late...but H followed me around like a lost puppy.

I did jump in the shower and H actually came into the bathroom to talk to me...this hasn't happened in months. When I got out he again pursued the sex. I caved...how can you not when the love of your life is so desperately wanting sex with you!

We'll see how today goes....


Atsbaby
M:36 H:35
T: 19 M:12
S:11
D:9
BD: 5/4/14
Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her
8/19 admits OW
8/22/14 files D w/o telling me
9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile