[gan]

Well DR finally arrived yesterday so I am getting my reading on…

There's been a bit of back and forth with H via email to arrange a time to meet. Trying not to read too much into his initial lack of reply to my reply about availability. I had to send a follow up a couple of days later to see that he got the message. Anywho, meeting up next Tuesday for a drink.

I'm getting anxious that he'll break some bad news….but then if he wanted to do that would he suggest a public place? I really have to work through how I might respond if he says something I don't want to hear (I know, validate). Everything just feels so contrived right now. I hate it!