FINALLY SURFACING

[Fartiltre]

I picked up the girls yesterday and it was so nice to see them again

I stayed at Ws place for around an hour or so. Played with the children and talked to W about their vacation. She asked about my trip to Poland and I told her. It was good time – all calm and nice.
She hugged me when we left.

She didn’t extend any invites and seemed rather busy. She talked about being glad that holiday is over. She wants to start working again so she can make some money. (She is self-employed)

Earlier on I wrote about not receiving a text from W about all being good. Today I emptied my mailbox and there were two holiday postcards. One from each of the Ds. They both arrived last week but I don’t look in the mailbox that often.


I also had a short talk with my partners. In short I told them about my thoughts about leaving the business, me not being happy about my tasks, me not feeling focused – just all of it. I told them that I didn’t need to talk right now but that I wanted to tell them about my thoughts to give them a chance to think about theirs. It felt good getting this of my chest and hopefully we will get to talk more deeply about this in a week or two.

Also found out that a couple of neighbors are splitting up. I feel sad for them. I have talked with both over the past 8-10 months about this but he seems so stubborn. He doesn’t have a clue about why she is leaving – only due to him not looking. They both blame the other and they do not have the capability of looking inwards. I have tried my best to open his eyes but he won’t.
She packed her stuff while he was away and left the keys to him – ouch! I will support them both the best I can.