Had the S make the call to WAW as is the normal, we always have it on speaker ... she said she had just got home from the dinner, sounded a bit tired but at peace. Asked S about his day and he told her what we did and she sounded happy. I am actually a really good father ... one of the things I have never had an issue with so thats always been something I can hang my hat on. Family is important to her and I know if there is a shot for us working through this .. that may be the lighthouse in the storm, now just to try to clear up the weather I have control over and avoid hitting the rocks.
Nervous about tomorrow morning ... just hope for a positive ... been so deflated since Thursday ... we did however plan a movie as a family on Saturday and I invited her to church that evening ... she was not clear on if she accepted so as I have read I just let it go .. if she goes great .. if not ... nothing I can do I will go as planned.
