Don't know what to do, fight for it or move on

[TRDiver]

Having a very difficult time of it last night and today. Keep wanting to contact her and ask her / tell her that we can work through our issues. Sometimes it is so hard to understand and/or accept that just a little while ago all seemed well, but not everything has gone to hell.

I keep having these "I wish" moments. I wish she'd said something to me before leaving, but then she probably did and I didn't notice.

Just having troubles with the enormity and scope of it all.