My H's MLC #2

[Ssarah]

Thanks Mighty for your kind words. I don't know how you stay as strong as you do with what your H has put you through. It's just unimaginable for a normal person to treat someone this way. But I guess that's it, they're just not normal b

So he's now sleeping in the guest room every night. He came home late on different night too and again it made me anxious and uncomfortable. So I got up and went to the guest room. The next night without asking he slept there and has been in there since.

I'm finding this journey to be tougher and tougher with each passing day. I thought I'd be getting stronger and more detached but instead I'm getting more resentful and hurt. He is now staying out until 3:30 to 4:30am every single night. The sight of him the next morning just boils my blood. Today he tried saying something about the house to me and I just walked away, completely ignoring him. I can't even fake it right now. He's leaving on Sunday for a month and I look forward to the "time off" from him. I look forward to not worrying about when he's coming or going, where he is or who he's with. I think this time will really help me detach and fall into my own routine. It will also be a good practice run for when he does move out, which I'm sure will happen soon.