Yesterday evening was at RH for a visit. As I was leaving we hugged, and then I went in for more hugs and a squeeze and I whispered in her ear ILY - no reply. Sort of asking for it. I know - still should refrain from that. I was just feeling romantic. I guess she wasn't. I gotta learn to stay back. Too much pursuing lately. Earlier in the evening she said she's nervous around me - like she has to be hyper vigilant - she's not sure why she feels that way & will ask our MC. She said she does feel like she's let me down or something like that - which to me indicates a touch of remorse. Her self-esteem is low enough as it is right now so I'm not about to reinforce that she's a let down.
Had a good day today. I called at 11:30 this morning and woke her up - she sleeps odd hours. Went to RH and made her toast & coffee and then we went to the golf driving range - her first time - she has been talking about taking up golf for a year now. We knocked off a bucket of balls and she had fun & we had a few laughs. I'm no golfer but I can hit a ball once in a while.
She said we should do this again - she may say at any time, I'll meet you at the driving range and we go. Then we had a bit of lunch and went shopping and then to D27 and fiancé's place and cooked a great dinner and had a good time.
Went back to RH so she could start her shift and she hugged & kissed me goodbye. Said she had a great day. All is good.
Last edited by PeterV2; 08/05/1401:52 AM.
M: 59 W: 53 M: 9 yrs T: 14 yrs No kids together but D30(hers), S27, S24, D21(all 3 mine) W moved out 11/18/2013 D-Day 12/14/2013 W moved back home 12/1/2014
