T-boned - I hope you're having a better day today. We're on a similar timetable, but I am just now moving into (being dragged into, actually) mediation, after 1 year almost exactly. I lost my best friend too. It keeps hitting me when i least expect it. Like you, when I'm out walking or running, I often wear sunglasses so no one can tell what's going on behind them. Hang in there. The low points pass, and the more of them you get past, the stronger you will feel. As my friend told me: You are braver, smarter, and stronger than you think you are!
Me 53, XH 57 M 20 (+1.5) years, no kids BD June '13 H moved out July '13 Confirmed long-suspected PA Feb '14 H filed for D Nov. '14 D March '15
