GG,

I believe I can sense his moods behind the mask, too. Its hard to see him try so hard to fool me. I'm baffled that others don't see it, but what Bea wrote explains that, since we are closer to them and know their mannerisms better.

I once called his work and the tone of his voice on the outgoing vm message.... PLEASE !!!! It sounds like he's trying so hard to be cheery and it's almost laughable. The voice is NOTHING like he used to speak on his message! It's so perky and phony! Not genuinely happy. Forced.

sick sick sick BLEH.


M44, H44, both M before
M4 yrs, T6
BD 7/13 ILYB something isn't right with me
H att suicide 2/14
S 4/14
OW disc 5/14
D final 4/15