uR, so glad to see you pop back in, thank you. I hope all is well with you lately
What you wrote makes much sense. We were really crazy about each other. I can't imagine he is as glad to be rid of us as he was acting. He has softened a significant amount toward me in the past month. Very cordial and polite. Complains about realtor, but that's the only time I've seen frustration from him for a long time, but we have very few interactions.
As far as GAL, I have 4 kids, 2 just graduated and turned 18. They all keep me pretty busy, but still time for me.
Fun stuff: This summer we have gone to movies, went to a simulated sky-diving place (so cool), and a few times gone out to eat.
Kids' activities: S15 started archery, a progressive program similar to achieving a new belt in Karate, D13 started volleyball and continues soccer. None of their activities are top level competitive, mostly for fun and exercise. I want them active, but not overbooked.
Older boys work full-time. One of the twins is going into the Army. The other is going to college, locally. They are busy, but very responsible and helpful to their mama.
Me: I work full-time, and have a physical trainer I started working with in March. I meet with him 1-2 times per week. I usually go for a walk on my off days. I read. I go to counseling. We all go to counseling, actually. And church.
There is a church group I discovered that is geared toward people struggling with difficulties with a spouse that has an addiction, affairs, other stuff.... It seems to be a good group to look into.
I have two close friends that I meet with, but scheduling is tough. They are very busy. Hoping to expand my social circle with a group.
I also started job hunting... Not sure if you saw that post .
I'm getting there.
This is truly the hardest thing I've been through. I'll list it all at some point. Don't care to put it all in one place at the moment because I'm working on my.....
PMA TODAY, BAYBAY!!! (That would be acting "as if")
M44, H44, both M before M4 yrs, T6 BD 7/13 ILYB something isn't right with me H att suicide 2/14 S 4/14 OW disc 5/14 D final 4/15
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