Need to stop spinning with him and unhitch my wagon. He's traveling this week so that helps.
I think he's hitting some pretty big emotional " aha" moments. He's seeing the impact on the kids ( before he said they'd be fine because we are good parents). Yesterday as he was getting ready to leave house I asked what was wrong as he looked down and he said " just everything". Told me to give the kids hugs for the week while he was gone. He started to leave and I said " Hold on- you need a hug". When he let go after a long hug I saw he was crying and I told him to take care of himself and don't let work get him down. ILY almost came out if my mouth, not on purpose but because it felt natural at that moment, but I didn't say it. Glad I didn't as he needs no pressure/guilt right now.
Time to regroup while he is away. And it's countdown to less than 2 weeks for my girls cruise!! I so need this vacay- wahoo!
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown
