Dropped off S this morning with her, she invited me in, very buisness like ... son showed me his room, he had hung up some posters and was very proud, I noticed 2 pictures that W and I had bought in Costa Rica, Pointed them out and mentioned it was a nice fun trip. Talked to W for just a bit ... failed to cut it short and be the one who walked away .. She mentioned she might have a work dinner I offered to take S (Didn't buy its a work dinner but honestly it does not matter either way). She asked if she could give me a hug or joked and offered a handshake (This bothered me .. almost like being freind-zoned) During the hug I told her I hoped she had a good day as I knew she was worried about her job and didn't like it very much, confirming to her that I have been listening and care about her troubles at work. I do not consider this morning a positive, just felt there was no to little connection there, just deflating and I know I can not give up ... but today its just hard.
