i am actually over my anger. i just want to see if anything can be saved. has she mutated beyond repair. if i have improved will that mean anything to her. or is she to far gone. will i even want her back. how do others deal with these possible dilemmas. just keeping the faith and trying to keep the vows. dont know how long i can keep it up.
she refuses contact and does not look promising. how long should i stay dark for? how to reemerge.? lawyers dont do anything at all because her lawyer does not respond to my lawyers phone calls and he lied in court about playing phone tag. i called bs on that
