Ive always tried pushing her to achieve something in life. Ive always tried to be there when she needed me, ive always wanted the best for her and just wanted to be the man that could take care for her. Someone that she can look up to and be proud someone that makes her happy and has an understanding. But i also feel that cause she went behind my back and lied about everything until i showed her hard evidence.. she did not admit and feel like theres more untold. And thay affects me so much and i wish it didnt. I wish i was able to loose all my insecurity and my way of thinkin but i tried and its very difficult
