Really sorry to hear about this Mat. Although I love the email, Pilot is right. Don't send it. Just as she wasn't in a position to 'hear' it yesterday, she's won't 'read' it today either.
Do go and grab a vet from another thread though.
Old Dog xx
M: 57 / EW: 52 T: 21, M: 8 S: 18, S: 15 Bomb: 1 Jun 14 EA Aug 2014 I think PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner