How can H be showing confusion, forgetfulness, impatience, have the "gray" skin and dead eyes in certain situations, but seems to be able to continue "as always" at work, like friggin Stanly Ipkiss, and be "normal H" the couple of times he has seen family?
Is this something that will change over time?
SD19 and SS20 have seen the irrational behavior. But I get confused because H mom sent a text to me after H and BIL moved H SDad into senior home. She said H looked very good to her, and he has lost some weight, too! (H has never been overweight a day in his life, but H mom would tell him he looks like he gained weight nearly every time we visited her).
I guess I wanted to hear he looked miserable? That's not right. I shouldn't want someone I love to look or be miserable. I guess I just want him to be miserable without me.
How does this "mask" stuff work?
Is this what they call the "Jekyll and Hyde" MLCer?
M44, H44, both M before M4 yrs, T6 BD 7/13 ILYB something isn't right with me H att suicide 2/14 S 4/14 OW disc 5/14 D final 4/15
