I definitely am filled with anger and have began taking anger management classes weekly. When I learned how she disposed of my properties below value just to hurt me in court. I was stabbed hard.
Clearly displaying anger to her only reinforces she made the right decision in leaving me. I'm so lonely and being in the company of others is so empty. If and when I can speak to her I will not show anger but be normal. Should we be doormats and pushovers.? You tell me. You get so accustomed and comfortable with someone and then the pain lingers forever. Had I known of this resource last year I would be working on the marriage with her present. The only way I would see her is in court and under her court order I cannot speak to her so I must stay dark. But I am eating better and exercising more. I need to be in top shape for all the battles and arrows I have to endure. Pray for my court victories.
