Living the dream...one day at a time

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks GGrass. I appreciate your comments.

I will agree in that it is all about keeping up appearances. For a long time after BD J did not want anyone to know about us. It's like he wanted to sweep reality under the rug. Just like him and I being friends. All about creating the illusion. Smoke and mirrors. Objects in the mirror may be closer than they appear.

I still don't know about fear. I think it's control and money. I keep wondering what he sees in this woman? It doesn't matter but I'm still curious. I guess the main charm is that she isn't me. J did say before "it could have been anybody".

Heck of a way to live your life. Jus' saying.

WH