You ask a good question about your wall. I actually said that about my H years before we S. That he was hiding behind a wall and would periodically peek out. That it was a continual process of taking bricks off and then putting them back on. I told him that I wanted to take a wrecking ball and break the wall down and use the bricks to build a bridge to me. As a matter of fact I drew him a picture of that after we were S.
It is an interesting concept of being behind the wall. What are your feelings being there? Are there times that you feel like you are not behind the wall? Triggers that make you feel the need to go there?
Hang in there and enjoy the gooddness! Don't ever feel like you don't want to post. You never know what others are going through. Even if someone doesn't post, you could be helping someone. I know I gain a lot of strength from what others are saying.
