Hi Debi! I have been reading your post, just haven't had much to add. You gotta do what's right for YOU!!!
Last night was good. I went to the library, groc. store, cooked din. I called H and he said he had to work a little late and to call him when I left the store and he would start to clean up and come home. I called, he called back saying he forgot he had to run to Sear's and would that be ok as far as din. was concerned. I said, oh, that's fine!
He came home and was in lots of pain. He was quiet and apologized for not being more personable. Again, I said that's fine and thank you for saying so. XXOO.
This morning he said that he didn't know when he'd be leaving for out of town and if he would leave before I got home from work. I told him to give me a call. He'll be gone until Thursday. Tonight I play vball, and tomorrow I'm climbing the walls! (Literally!)
I'm really not sure what is going to help me get around the wall that I keep putting in front of myself. Some thought stopping and thought changing. Do you have any specific questions or sayings to yourself when you start to freak out or want to crazy-make?
