No, different Fiancee. The one from a few years ago is now engaged to someone else, and I'm happy for her.
The reason I think we can get through it is because our sex is GOOD often, it just hasn't been as good as it was with OW. But I can't ever have an affair again -- it completely degraded my self worth. I got more and more depressed the longer it went on.
My fiancee is the kindest, sweetest, most loving and nurturing woman I've ever met. I am DEEPLY remorseful. And she won't have anything to do with me at this point.
With your current fiancée you weren't sexless?
How much better was the sex with OW than the fiancée and why do you think it was like that?
