Girlfriend, what happened here? What made you feel so hopeless and desperate to put this stuff out here?
Karen, let's say for the sake of argument that you ended things on this note. How in the heck are you going to live with yourself if you take the easy way out?
You're still going to have to do this work, Karen, or you will be destined to keep repeating the same mistakes and losing people you love AND yourself along the way.
Why not do this while you have the inclination, motivation, support AND a commitment from your H? Karen, it's hard work, but worthwhile.
Don't give up... this is a fight that you deserve and need. And it's going to come back until you actually win.
Hugs,
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."