Nightvision on: The owl & the WAW

[rayzzz]

well I just busted myself divorcebusting! Blah! Started talking about money and kids today during the exchange...being calm cool, collected for abut three minutes before we started arguing in whispers as the kids pretended not to see or hear anything stuck in the van seats....should have just rolled up the windows. Of course my not providing well is a big reason for her hating and not trusting..resenting me. I did get two job offers today but didn't say anything to her...gonna get my head back in the game and just quietly provide for her beyond what I used to.
I was just in so much pain and was stewing a bit...told her " hope you like the revenge you are taking out on me in this separation..." and here's a classic one "well its YOUR life...you chose this(separation)...don't complain to me when its hard"
FML...detach you mophead....aargh...tomorrow is a new db day