I love helping the homeless. I need o do something to get through this. She has done many things out of venting. A lot of court to look forward to. Pfa and divorce hearings. She obliterated properties below value and it really hurt but it still hurts more to not have her in my life. I probably deserve all this anger. I hope she burns through the anger and then is ready to talk and by then I am super condition physically mentally spiritually.

Great charities you are involved in. Yes I am in philadelphia USA. Any more ideas because I can't trust anyone except parents. Everyone else is a spy that twist my words or betrays me