FINALLY SURFACING

[Fartiltre]

Partners is on vacation this week so talk won’t be until next week

I have started thinking about really turning everything upside down in my life.
Change my financials so I can live with less income.
Move to a cheaper house
Lower my expectations to what I need in daily life
….and so on…all with the end goal of getting a less busy life and having more time for me and my children

I want more time for me, more time for my children and more time to enjoy life in general. That has always gone hand in hand with financials to me, but maybe I can turn this around. I want less stress and responsibility in my work as well. It will be some task and it will take a looong time due to the things that will have to be accomplished to make this happen. So far it is only a thought and it might stay that way for some time or always since I still need to secure an income and I need a very flexible job.
I have had few talks about the possibilities with a friend that might be able to help me, but I will hold my horses and think these matters through over the months to come.
(Compared to time prior to BD I work half the time now so it has already changed a lot and that feels good)


I haven’t heard anything from W for nearly two weeks. Some part of me thought/hoped (not expected and therefore no disappointment) that she would text me a short status since she got so pleased with the one I send her during my vacation time with the children….but none so far.
Otherwise nothing new – W and sit is still on my mind and I miss the children like HE77!

Tomorrow is the BIG day. I started training half a year ago after doing absolute nothing for 15-20 years and tomorrow is trial-date. The goal is 1/10 of an ironman in 1h10m….it is major to me and I look forward to the day. I want to accomplish this so bad!

I have done a lot of GAL this week. Actually so much that I turned an invite down yesterday. Visited friend and did a little training Tuesday. Friends W is best friend with W and for the first time ever she actually invited herself, Friend and their children to my place. She was nicer than ever towards me. Made me feel good!

The weekend is full of GAL as well.