Sat. was good. H came home from work and we spent some time together. He's been spending a lot of time on the puter. I just went about my own thing and he asked me to come in, gave me a really nice hug (like w/me behind him ya know?) and asked me to sit with him. We are now considering and shopping for road bikes.

He was going out w/his friends, and I was going out w/my friend. Neither of us were meeting them until later. We and fell asleep. I had mentioned eating din. together, but left it at that. Then as I was getting ready he said, "what are you doing?" I said, "i'm gonna get ready, get something to eat, and meet ff later." He then asked if I wanted to do din. together! yah!

Sun. we got up early to look at bike stuff, he played cars w/his friends and I went to outlet mall w/another ff. (Wow, I have lotsa friends again!), came home, i cooked din, we watched a movie. (American Wedding) funny, sick humor. Went to bed, h was tired and just turned over w/o doing any snuggling or ML...(We ALWAYS ml on Sunday...) So, I LET HIM BE! I DID NOT CRY OR WHINE OR TELL HIM HOW DISAPPOINTED I WAS AND THAT I AM AFRAID HE DOESN'T WANT ME!!!

This morn. I consoled him b/c the ground was snow-covered again. Told him I am climbing and that he is welcome to join later for 'ritas.

Ok, I'm holding on too!! I have that roller coaster restraint on too. But wait, if it werent' for me, there would be no roller coaster (or at least much less steep of hills), so maybe I need to put on a straight jacket to contain myself. Do they make chastity belts for the mouth?

ttys
karen