I was doing well today, happy with wishing her a good day and leaving and not engaging. She had been texting me around lunch for the past few days (Just sharing work talk and I was validating and doing well) ... today nothing till about an hour ago asking if I was going to be at the free mediation consultation at 6. (Phone call last night was not wonderful but I did not slip and argue with her) I guess deep down I was hoping she was going to text me telling me she cancelled the appt. I wonder if the call last night was her way of wanting me to talk her out of it ... I know I know .. I am thinking about it to much. I only replied that I had one errand to run, pick up our S and I would be there at 6 .. her reply was a "Ok Thanks" Ugh
I am going to need some help to get through this mediation thing with a cool head ... I know they are set up like a fast food chain and couldn't care about the lives that are being destroyed as long as they can sell their flat rate fee. I will put on the poker face and get through but I hope the finality of it all gets to her. She seems to be on the fence a bit lately ... but her pride will hinder her actually admitting she is making a mistake.
