Quote: I feel the biological time clock ticking. I will be 35 in August and would like to have kids some day!
Uh, if he leaves, you realize this is pretty difficult?
Now, you admitted here before God, man and BB posters that you are going to throw the hoop in the garbage. Good! Because you've now given yourself permission to jump down the chute (we're now playing chutes & ladders) and bypass rolling the dice.
How?
Your H loves you. This means you don't have to continue to make him audition or prove yourself, right?
What will you do to address the commitment phobia and fear of abandonment, Karen? They're not silly issues and shouldn't be taken lightly... and I'm going to say this now so we can get it off the table in further discussion:
If you don't deal with this now, before you have children, it's going to keep resurfacing until you do. And you're going to pass along those issues to them in your subliminal parenting style.
I didn't get my fear of abandonment without learning it first...
All in good time, dearie, all in good time. In the enlightened age we live in, you have some decent opportunities for bearing children for quite awhile. My cousin had her 1st at 40 and 2nd at 42...
So, how are you going to maximize your use of chutes and ladders so you can win this damn game?
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
